Merry Chritsmas

This
Xmas,
I would
like to put
up a tree in my
heart, and instead
of hanging presents,
I would like to put the
names of all my friends.
Close friends and not so close
friends. The old friends the new
friends. Those that I see everyday
and the ones that I rarely see. The ones
that I always remember and the ones that
I sometimes forget. The ones that are always
there and the ones that seldom are. The friends of
difficult times and the ones of happy times. Friends
who, without meaning to, I have hurt, or without meaning
to have hurt me. Those that I know well and those I only know
by name. Those that owe me little and those that I owe so much.
My humble friends and my important friends. The names of all those
that have passed through my life no matter how fleetingly. A tree with
very deep roots and very long
and strong branches so that
their names may never be
plucked from my heart. So
that new names from all
over may join the existing ones. A tree with a very
pleasant shade so that our friendship may take a
moment of rest from the battles of life. "May the
happy moments of xmas brighten everyday of
the new year." These are my sincere wishes.


Merry Christmas to all!!

30th Birthday

I just turned 30 years old 2 days ago. I really didn't have big celebration, we just went out and had dinner and some drinks. I'm not really into big celebration anymore, not like when I was still in the Philippines. The important is I'm healthy and I'm very thankful to God for giving me a healthy life and blessed with all the people that cares a lot about me. Well I'm 30 but I'm still feeling younger, lol. To those who greeted me and remembers my birthday, thank you so much!

Take care and God bless to all!!

Sand Brothers

It's been really quite here today, everybody is gone at the house so here I am relaxing and just surfing at the internet. My friend in Florida called me and asked me if how I was doing. She told me that she's really enjoying her vacation over there. She's there with her family for two weeks. Then she asked me if I can look at the internet and look at the location for Sand Brothers since she didn't bring her laptop with her. Well that's all that's been happening here today. Hope everyone will have a nice week ahead.

Happy Labor Day

Weather is really really nice today, hopefully it'll be like this the rest of the day. My friend got here last night, he works at the boat, his not the captain yet but his one of the guards, so were going to pick him up later at the pier and then were going to take him to disneyland. So that's where were going to spend our labor day and I'm sure that's it's gonna be fun then were going to have dinner at one of my favorite restaurant later after disney.

So have a great labor day to everyone!

Black Friday

It's only four more months to go and it's gonna be Christmas again. Wow time really flies. Christmas is one of my favorite holiday, wish I can spend my Christmas this year with my family but I know that it's not gonna happen yet. It's been seven years since the last time that I spent my Christmas with them. I'm hoping and pray that I will be able to spend my next Christmas with them again. I love to go shopping for Christmas, I remember when I was still leaving in Michigan, that me and my friend always go shopping together before Christmas comes. Just thinking about Christmas makes me so excited because I know that I will spend it with my bestfriend this time, and it's been almost two years that we haven't seen each other. I miss her company really bad.

Thanksgiving is also one of my favorite holiday. I like spending it with families and of course the foods, lol. And guess what? My favorite day is the day after the thanksgiving. I always do a lot of my Christmas shopping on black Friday. You will see a lot of sale specially if you will get up early in the morning. I called my friend tonight and we was talking about it and she told me to check out the website for the thanksgiving sale info . So after we talked I checked it online and wow on that site you will see all the black fridays advertisements before you get them on the local newspaper and they also offered email alerts to let you know when new black fridays ads have been posted. So what are you waiting for, check the site so you will enjoy your black friday shopping. I know that me and my bestfriend will enjoy it especially having this thanksgiving sale info alert from our email.

Seafood

I love seafoods and two of my favorite seafoods are shrimp and crabs. I can eat shrimp and crabs everyday and I will not get tired of eating them, lol. I've been wanting to learn how to make a crab salad, since a lot of my friends said that it's so easy to make it. I remember a friend of mine is a great chef in a restaurant. She knows how to make different kinds of ingredients in a seafood. In fact tonight I will ask her about how she make her crab salad and if any of you have any suggestions on how to make it please leave a comment here and share it to me. I heard about the American Seafood Cook-off and I'm sure that my friend will be so excited to join this since she is so good on seafoods. I will surely let her know about this because I just remember her telling me before that she was hoping that there will be a Cook off about seafoods in america so she can show everybody her talent in cooking. And also those of you who wants to join, you can visit at the website also and share your talents in cooking seafoods to everybody. Goddluck!

10 Years

It's been 10 years that me and my friend haven't seen each other. I think the last time was after we graduated from college. But all those years, even if we haven't seen each other our communication never stop, e-mail, phone call and text. Well after 10 years, we finally see each other again. I know the time that we had was not enough, but at least we got the chance to hang out for a little bit and talk about our past. Wow I couldn't believe how our life change after all this years and I'm so glad that this friend of mine will always be there for me no matter what.

To Mannie and Weng, just want to let you both know that I'm so thankful to God for giving me the 2 honest and truthful friends in my life. God bless you both!

Zenni Optical

I went to visit my friend today at her house and I noticed that she has a new frame for her glasses. I really like the new frame that she has and it looks really really cute on her. I asked her if where she bought them from and she told me to look at zennioptical.com website.When I got home I checked it right away and found a lot of cute prescription glasses online and I can't wait to go back to my optometrist to get my prescription so I can order my new glasses at Zenni Optical.

Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday to my bestfriend Mel. Wish you all the happiness in life and more blessings and birthdays to come.

I love you fren!

About Me

*A lot of my friends said that I look like a snob, but I'm not.
*I like the people who hates me cuz it simply says they like me :)
*I love my family.
*I love my mother to death, she taught me to always weigh things to know where and who to believe in and not to look like a fool.
*I don't believe in first impressions lasts.
*I'm sweet, thoughtful and easily cries.
*I like to help even if at times helping a friend makes my life complicated and get hurt to know that they're not that worthy of my time.
*I like to give surprises to people I love.
*I love my friends.
*I like it when someone confides in me and ask my advices, it just makes me feel good.
*I love color pink.
*I like purses, shoes and movies.
*I love foods and I love to eat.
*I like to comment, it's either good or bad, i'll say it.
*I miss my dad because he taught me how to be a wise person and how to catch liars :)

I signed up for PPP

I've been blogging for three years and I never got paid from doing it. One day an online friend told me that she joined PPP and she's been making money since she signed up and got approved by them. At first I was not really interested because I wasn't sure if my blog will get approve or not. After a couple weeks another friend told me about pay per post again and how much money she's been making since she joined PPP. So I went and look at the Pay Per Post website and I got interested when I was at their site. I think this is a perfect site to make money while blogging specially that I'm not working and I'm home all the time, at least I will start having income and hopefully save it and use the money for my next vacation while staying home and blogging.

So last week I finally signed up and was hoping that PPP will approve my blog. Everyday when I wake up in the morning I check my e-mail first to see if PPP approve my blog. Everyday while I was waiting for their approval I always check pay per post website and getting excited and can't wait for their approval so I can start making money. And today I finally got the approval from PPP.

So if you want to start making money too while blogging why not join PPP, it's so easy, all you have to do is sign up to their website and wait for their approval. Thank you PPP for approving my blog.

I'm Glad

It was so nice to hear from my friend again. It's been 5 years since the last time that I heard from her. Last night I was so surprised when I heard my phone ring, I almost didn't answer it because I didn't recognized the number in my caller id and i'm glad I did. I was so happy to hear that she's doing fine and that she's been thinking of me. I asked her if where she got my number and she said that she called my mom and my mom gave her my number. Well wish her all the best and hope to see her again soon.

Friend

It is by chance we met, by choice we became friends.Friendship is a strange thing...We find ourselves telling each other the deepest details of our lives,things we don't even share with our families who raised us.But what is a friend? A confidant? A lover?A fellow email junkie? A shoulder to cry on?An ear to listen? A heart to feel?A friend is all this things..and more.No matter where we meet, I call you friend.A word so small yet so large in feeling, a word filled with emotion.It is true great things come in small packages.Once the package of friendship has been opened, it can never be closed.It is a constant book always written, waiting to be read and enjoyed.We may have our disagreements, we may argue, we may concern one another,friendship is a unique bond that lasts through it all.A part of me is put into my friends, some it is my humor,some it is my listening ear, some it is real experiences,some it is my romanticism but with it all, it is friendship.Friendships forged are a construct stronger than steel built as a foundation,necessary for life and necessary for love.Friends....you and meYou brought another friend and then there were 3.We started our groupOur circle of friends and like that circleThere is no beginning or end....

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I Quit

I started smoking since I was only 18 years old, but that time it wasn't really a habit yet. I only smoke if I was with friends. When I was 20 years old, I couldn't stop it anymore. Whatever I do, I want the nicotine. I have been smoking for 8 years, I used to smoke one pack a day. There was a lot of times that I tried to quit, there were times that I don't smoke for 2 months at all. But it was hard, specially if you work with people that likes to smoke too. Every break time they always asked me if I want to smoke with them. The first thing that I did everytime I wake up in the morning is smoke, break time at work and sometimes I don't even wait for break time , I had to go and smoke. Until one day I just don't want it anymore. I remember getting off from work, when I got to my car, I was gonna smoke but I decide to throw my cigs away and promise myself to quit, and that was 7 months ago :) I'm so proud to myself that I survived this long, there was times that I want to smoke really bad, but instead of putting cigs in my mouth I chew gum instead :)

Friends

The first thing that I do everytime I wake up in the morning is turn the computer on and have my coffee if I feel like having it. Then look at friendster, I will check my friendster first than my e-mails :) I found a lot of my friends and classmates that I lost contact with thru friendster. I found two of my friends that I lost contact with for almost 15 years. I'm so happy to see them again (pictures), and finally have contact with one of them on the phone (she's in Canada). I was so happy that I found some of my classmates also, and our life really change a lot since we graduate. Some of them got married and have kids, some of them are still single and working abroad. I was so happy to see their pictures and to see their family. I miss them all and wish we can have a get together soon. I will not forget all of them, specially my friends from high school because I have so many memories with them, specially with all the troubles that we went through :) Oh, high school life, lol.

Changes

Since I moved from Michigan everything changed. I miss a lot of things that I used to do when I was there. I miss the every weekend shopping with my bestfriend, it's not like I don't shop here anymore but I always have fun everytime were together. I miss her company so bad. I don't even know if I will find another friend like her. I also miss my work, I miss all the people that I used to worked with, I miss all the fun that I had at work and I know that I will not find another job like what I had. I miss all the freedom that I had when I was working there, nobody snitch and everybody mind there own business and nobody gives a shit if what your doing. Sometimes I sit here and think about everything, and there were times that I just wanna pack all my stuff and go back there but I know it's not gonna happen ( well at least for now). It was so hard for me when I left but I had to, and I know that time will come I will start liking the new place and start a new life.

Sarah Miller-Henderson

CONGRATULATIONS!!! I just wanna say thank you for everything. Thank you for always being there for me everytime I need a friend to talk to. Your the only friend (co-worker) I have at work that I can share anything. You have been there for me all this time. You have been there for me listening about all the bullshit that I've been through. And thank you for trusting me and for sharing about everything. I hate to see you cry tonight because I've been trying my best all day not to cry. I never expect you to be so emotional like that. Whatever happens you know that you can call me anytime, I will always be here for you and I know that you will always be there for me. We shared so many good memories together, remember when we went to Chicago to watch the concert and got lost for 3 hours and starve to death for 3 hours? LOL. It was fun!! Were the two mean people at work but were also the two nicest workers , lol. Were so terrible and we both know that were going to hell, lol. Thinking about everything right now just makes me miss you more. I cannot believe that start tomorrow I will be working without you :(

Goodluck!!. I know you will start making big bucks an hour soon :) and I know your so excited. I wish I listened to you, you kept telling me that I should finish my course but I was being stubborn and was really being lazy. Well there's so many things to say but so sleepy lol.

Congratulations on your graduation. Don't get wasted on your graduation party, lol. I miss you! I love you bitch!

Last Bitch of the year

My friend and I had an argument yesterday at work. Until today I still feel bad for everything that I said to him yesterday. I know I hurt his feelings but he needs to realized that he hurts a lot of peoples feeling too. His a really nice person, very helpful and friendly, the problem with him is that he likes making fun of people. He likes making fun of people about their weight, height and he likes calling them stupid. For two weeks I've been trying not to say anything to him but yesterday was just too much. Yesterday his teasing way too far. He hurt my feelings and a couple of other co workers which lead to a big argument over his name callings and teasing. The argument ended up where I was actually teasing him to the point where he got mad and left. After he left I felt that finally my opinion of his teasing got across to him which I felt better for telling him my feelings about his picking on people however I feel kind of sad because I really did not want to hurt his feelings as well. My personal opinion I really think he stinks! He has no right to pick on anyone unless he can pick on himself and laugh about it at the same time. Individuals who cannot do that are people that have low self-steem and have no confidence in themeselves. Enough of this bullshit and this will be my final complain of the year :)

HAVE A PROSPEROUS AND FRUITFUL NEW YEAR TO ALL!!!

Can't Wait for Christmas

I have been so really busy lately. After working all the overtime at work, I told my friend that I'm not going to work overtime for a while. I'm not done with my Christmas shopping yet. Last Saturday, my bestfriend and I did our Christmas shopping. I spent almost a thousand bucks but some of the stuff that I bought are for myself cuz I know that I deserve it :) Finally my Christmas trees are up. I have my pink Christmas tree this time so I'm so happy, tinago ko muna ang white tree ko :) I recieved 5 Christmas cards from the mail already. Gosh, I'm so late I haven't got a chance to buy Christmas cards yet. I'm sure my family back home will get their cards after Christmas but I'm sure that they will understand. I miss spending my Christmas with my family. The last time that I had Christmas with them was 6 years ago and how I wish I will be spending my Christmas with them this year. Sana nandun ako buying gifts for my nephew at sa mga inaanak ko :) I miss going to church for the simbang gabi too :(

Merry Christmas to my family, to my bestfriend Mel, to Manoy Dops and to all my friends!

God bless us all!!

Bored.....?

I'm so getting bored with my life. I wanna do something new but I just don't know what to do. For the past 2 months all I do is work, work and work. I have been working overtime for 2 months now but I still feel like I need to work more hours because I need the money. I have been working 12 days straight now and I just couldn't wait for the Saturday to come so I can go shopping and enjoy myself at least with my bestfriend. I don't really get enough sleep anymore. Everytime I get home from work at 2:30 in the morning I couldn't sleep right away, so I'm up until 4 in the morning and get up at 11:30. Today at work I was so really really tired that I don't even wanna talk to nobody. I didn't even answer all my phone calls today and voicemail was already full. I know I need a vacation, I was supposed to have a one week vacation from work start Monday but I don't know if what the hell I was thinking that I told my supervisor the other day that I was not going to take my vacation anymore. I just can't wait for Christmas to come, at least I will get 5 days off from work. I miss going out with friends every Friday. Everytime they invite me I always make an excuse just not to go out with them. I don't like drinking anymore and I don't even like the smell of alcohol anymore. I'm so proud to myself and hopefully I can quit my smoking habit too :)

I've been thinking of going back to school again, but a closefriend from work told me to think really hard about it. I'm just scared if I couldn't make it again, going to school full time and also working full time. I'm not even done with my online course yet because I don't really have time to study anymore. I don't really know what I'm going to do and hopefully I can decide before Christmas.